Amar Boisko Maa er Chodon Lila - অধ্যায় ৪৪

Porer din ghum bhanglo ektu deri korei, baire jhir jhir kore brishti porche, wall clock'e 10:20am baje. Ami chokh rograte rograte uthe, rasta'r dike'er janla ta khule baire ta dekhlam, bhaloi jore brishti hoyeche raat theke, weather tao ektu down laglo. Avi'r bari'r dike takiye bhabchilam, nirghat Avi goto Kaal sara din'e ar raat'e Kaki ke chudeche, bhalo, chuduk, jibon'er sesh choda chuduk, tarpor sara jibon jouno uposh. Ami fresh hoye, niche eshe edik odik khujhilam, kichu khabar ache kina, kintu barite serokom kono vegetables o chilo na, tai olpo ektu rice, boil korte dilam ar tar sathe olpo kore 2-3 rokom daal o ek sathe boil hote dilam. Besh kichu khun pore, olpo sundor smell elo, check kore, ar ektu jol dilam, tar kichu khun pore, gas off kore dilam. Taratari kore giye bath niiye ashlam, eshe khichudi ta amar plate'e niye tar upor ghee dhele nilam ar side'e olpo ektu ginger pickle niye age khete boshlam. Baire ektu jore brishti porche ekhon, bhaloi aowaj hoche. Khete khete mathai bhalo idea elo, brishti'r modhe jodi ami diary gulo porai tahole, keu kichu jante parbe na, kono smoke o baire berobe na, brishti te shob guard hoye jabe. Tobe, brishtir modhe khola akasher niche to kichui porate parbo na, brishtir jole shob bhije jabe. Ar brishti'r modhe keu baire beriye diary porar smoke dekhte pabe na. Ami taratari kore khaowa sesh kore, plate ar utensils gulo wash kore tarpor taratari kore garage'er pichon giye dekhlam, oi jaigao puro bhije gache kintu garage'er uporer boro sunshade'er jonno, continuously jol ta porche na okhane, sudhu brishtir jhapta asche majhe majhe jore haowa hole. Ami garage'er bhitor theke duto sukhno brick niye, tar upor ekta bhanga asbestos'er tukro rakhlam, tarpor 4-5 ta diary'r page, je gulo ami agei chire bin'er modhe fele rekhe chilam. Se gulo niye elam ar oi asbestos'er tukro'r upor diary'r page gulo rekhe tarpor ekta match stick jaliye porate gelam, kintu continuous brishti'r joler chat, chitke eshe paper'er upor porte thaklo, tai paper gulo oi tuko time'er modhei moist hoye gechilo. Matchstick kono kaje lagchilo na, tai ami garage'er bhitore rakha ekta jerry can theke funnel'e kore olpo ektu petrol, ekta plastic bottle e dhele, baire niye ashlam[barite gari ba bike thakle, onekei jerry can, ba plastic'er bottle'e spare fuel rekhe dei, onek shomai kaje lage], ar oi diary'r page'er upor olpo olpo kore choriye dilam, tarpor bottle ta pashe rekhe matchstick jaliye, paper'e dhoratei, dau dau kore jole uthlo, ar ageo bolechi, amar barir pichon ta puro jongol hoye thake, tai haowa te agun ta aro jore jole uthlo, ami pichone shorte giye, oi petrol rakha plastic bottle ta te paa lege shob petrol okhanei choriye porlo, ar shonge shonge, agun tao choriye elo, ami taratari kore lafiye garage e dhuke, door ta bondho kore dilam, karon flame ta bhitorer dike haowa te shore ashchilo. Ami okhanei dariye thaklam kichu khun, karon plastic bottle'e olpoi petrol dhelechilam, ar tar upor baire brishti porche, tai jol dewar kono dorkar nei, emni emni agun ta nibhe jabe. Ami ektu pore dorja khule dekhlam, agun shob nibhe gache, tobe plastic bottle ta puro agun lege, pure giye, gole, ekebare floor'er sathe chipke gache. Asbestos'er upore rakha shob diary'r page gulo pure chai hoye gache. Tobe ekta jinish bujhlam je, oi bhabe paper porano, khub risky and dangerous, haowa te jolonto paper je kono shomai ure giye, onno kono jinish puriye dite pare, ekta tin'er boro drum hole bhalo hoto. Drum'er modhe shob diary'r page gulo chire dhukiye tarpor puriye ditam petrol dhele. But pabo kothai, oto boro drum. Ami amader society'r security guard ke phone kore jiggesh korlam, jodi O kothau theke jogar kore dite pare. Se to parloi na, ulte amake 100 ta proshno kore boshlo. Jai hok, ami onnek bhebe ekta rasta bar korlam, container na pele, container baniye nebo. Amar barir pichon'er dike, onek gulo spare bricks rakha ache, prai 200 or more, goto 10 bochor dhore, o gulo rakha, I'm sure o gulo kono construction'er kaje ar lagbe na, eto jol kheye che, je or upor puro algae ar moss'e bhore gache, ar choto choto gach hoye bhorti hoye ache, Maa to majhe majhe bole, Or modhe choto kono snake o thakte pare. Jai hok, desi jugad kore, ekta brick'er furnace type banate hobe, jate shob side diye dhaka thake, ar diary'r page gulo onek ta ek sathe dhukeo jai. Ami oi brishti'r modhe, bhiije bhije, bricks gulo niye eshe ekta 3ft square base'r cover banalam, ar height tao prai 3ft rakhlam. Brick's gulo bhenge gechilo, tai onek gap o chilo, niche'r dike ar side'e, tai paper chepe chepe dileo, agun dhore jabe, karon tola theke haowa pabe, fire needs oxygen to burn, airtight area te agun beshi khun jole na. Ekta problem hoye gelo je, 3ft square side banate giye, garage'er uporer sunshade tar cover puro ta pelo na, tar baire beriye gechilo, tai brick'er modhe brishti bhalo bhabei porchilo, paper dile, paper bhiije jabe ar agun jolbe na. Tai ami oi bhanga asbestos ta tule, oi brick'er upore rakhlam, jate brishti'r jol bhitore na dhoke. Ekta jinish bhalo, amra Indian, amader engineering porte hoi na shob shomai, amra theek desi jugad lagiye kaaj shere feli mostly. Ami ghorer bhitore giye, olpo koekta diary haate tule niye ashlam, tarpor garage'er modhe page gulo chire chire alada kore rakhlam, ar front ar back hard cover ta alada kore rakhlam. Tarpor aro koekta diary niye eshe same korlam, ei korte korte prai 50-60 diary'r page ar hard covers alada kore felechi. Ghorite prai 2pm baje tokhon, shit, eto time lege gelo ei tuku kaje. Ami shob chera diary'r page gulo ke haate kore tule, olpo olpo kore oi brick'er makeshift container'er modhe rekhe, abar jerry can theke olpo petrol dhele, matchstick jaliye agun lagiye dilam. Agun jolte shuru kore dilo dau dau kore, ami okhane darate parlam na, karon prochondo gorom holka ashchilo aguner ar haowa tao garage'er dike aschilo, tai aro beshi gorom lagchilo, ar haowar sathe brishtir jol, asbestos'er upor diye chitke chitke, bhitore porchilo, kintu ami mone hoi, by mistake onek tai petrol dhele diyechi, karon brishti'r jol pora shoteo, agun jore jorei jolche. Ami okhane darate na pere abar garage'er bhitor dhuke door ta bondho kore dilam, karon smoke ta garage'e dhuke ashchilo. Tarpor chera diary'r hard covers gulo ke guchiye tule abar ghore niye eshe ekta side'e rakhlam stack kore. Prai 30 minutes hoye gachilo, agun lagiye, ami abar garage'er door ta khule check korlam, kache giye ektu bhitor ta dekhlam, everything was ash but, ei bricks gulo'r bhitor ta jolchilo strangely, ami ki tahole petrol chorate chorate, brick'er gaye o diye diyechilam, tai hobe, na hole, bheja brick, eto taratari shukiye giye, agun lege jabe keno. Ami ektu nischinto holam, je atleast diary'r page gulo pure che ar keu janteo pare ni. Brishti jodio bondho holo na. Ami asbestos ta tene shorate giye fele dilam, karon boddo gorom hoye gechilo ota bhitor theke, asbestos ta shore jetei, brishtir jol bhaloi, brick'er bhitore dhukchilo ar gorom brick'er gaye lagte, cho cho kore aowaj hochilo ar smoke aschilo. Ami garage'er pichon'er door ta bhalo kore bondho kore, abar ghorer bhitor'e eshe, oi fete jaowa boshta theke diary gulo niye ekta side'e stack kore rekhe, oi boshta tar modhe oi porano diary'r hard cover gulo dhukiye rakhlam. Ar baki ekta boshta, thele thele garage'er bhitor kono rokome rakhlam. Amar phone bajlo, dekhlam Maa call koreche, ami Hello boltei Maa bollo, "ki re tui mone hoi hapachish ?, Ki korchili ? Tui kichu kheyechish lunch'e ? Acha okhane ki brishti porche ?", Ami ektu dum niye nilam, tarpor bollam, "Haan, ekhane to shokal thekei brishti porche, mone hoi bhor raat'e shuru hoyeche. Ami ektu exercise korchilam tai hapachi, o kichu na. Barite kono vegeis nei, tai lunch korini, shokale uthe khichuri baniye niye chilam, ota onekta kheye niyechi. Bikele hoito abar hospital'e jabo Kaku'r doctor'er sathe kotha bolte, tokhon olpo kichu kine niye asbo, tumi tension koro na. Tumi lunch korecho ?". Maa bollo, "Se ki re, tui goto kaal o to beriyechili, tokhon kichu kine anli na keno, aaj eto brishti'r modhe jodi berote na parish tahole, raat'e ki na kheye thakbi, na na, ei rokom hobe janle, ami ashtam na Maa'er kache, tui ekhane chole ai, ek sathe thakbo, ar khabo, na hole amake niye chol ekhan theke, ki khachish ke jane, adou kichu khachish ki na, jani na. Acha Sukanto'r shorir ki ar bhalo hobe na". Ami goto kaal'er kotha Maa ke shob bollam, Maa sune ektu tensed hoye bollo, "Ei bhabe ora fele rekhechilo, tor Mashi'r o to kidney problem chilo, tobe or shuru tei treatment kora hochilo, tai 5 yr tanlo, na hole. Tobe tui jaa bolli, amar mone hoi Sukanto theek shere uthbe, jodio ei roge keu puro puri share na. Dekh ki bole aaj, tobe taka poisa to lagbe bhaloi re. Oi dialysis'er age, ekta channel kore, ota khub expensive hoi. Ar first dialysis tao ektu dami hobe. Amar mone hoi na oder mediclaim'e oto ta cover hobe. Ami toke nije kichu bolbo na, tobe tor jodi mone hoi, tui dekh koto ta oder arthik shahajo korte parish. Tobe mone kore, sabzi ar aro kichu jinish kine anbi aaj berole. Tor big Basket ekhono theek hoi ni to ? Ami lunch korbo ei bar, tai toke jiggesh korlam, kintu tui kichu khash ni, ar ami khabo, ghore kono dry food nei ?". Ami abar Maa ke shanto kore bollam, "tumi bekar eto chinta koro na, ami theek kichu na kichu kheye nebo, ami kaaj korchilam tai khai ni, ar ami to khichuri kheye chi. Tumi chup chap giye kheye nijer medicine ta kheo mone kore. Ar Kaku'r bepar ta dekhi, age koto dur ki hoi, tarpor ami debo baki ta. Ar amra diye diye, oder habit kharap kore diyechi, ora kono taka poisa dei na, shob amader ghar diye niye nei. Ora dik, jodi puro ta na pare, tokhon ami to achi, tobe agei ami jodi shob diye di, tahole ek takao bar korbe na Kaki. Khub seyana mohilla. Charo, tumi khete jao, kheye medicine ta niyo. Ami rakhlam, pore raate kotha hobe, Tata", bole call ta cut kore dilam. Ami already bhije chilam age theke, tai towel diye matha ta puche, ektu gorom jol kore, bottle'e niye upore amar ghore gelam. Giye jol kheye, bhablam ektu rest kore ni, ekhon prai 2:45pm baje, tai bhablam, aaj ektu taratari hospital jabo, ar kotha bole ashar shomai, ektu veggies niye asbo. Bole amar mone porlo Big Basket kotha ta, Lockdown'er por theke Big Basket ekta token system chalu korechilo, mane token collect korle, tobei customer ra order korar sujog pabe, ekta limited time'er modhe. Ami BB star member tao amake token nite hoyechilo. Ami ager din token collect korechilam, but kokhon amar order'er time asbe ami jantam na. Ami Big Basket app ta open kore dekhlam, amar token already ongoing, mane aaj 1pm theke bikel 4pm obdi valid. Shit, but kono notification to ashe ni je amar token time ongoing, ke jane, hoito eshechilo, ami kheyal kori ni. Amar shob jinish already cart'e rakha chilo, ami time waste na kore, cart ta check kore final kore payment korte giye dekhlam, onek kichu unavailable. Jai hok, ami ar time waste na kore, oi cart takei final kore payment ta kore dilam, delivery date agami kaal, ar time slot ta shokal 10am to 12:30pm. Lockdown'er por eita amar first order, Lockdown'er modhe onek bar order korechi, both Big Basket ar Grofer's theke, tokhon eto token'er jhamela chilo na, just delivery time ta onek beshi chilo. Any ways, ekta nischinto, amake bulk jinish gulo aaj carry kore ante hobe na. Olpo kichu anlei hobe. Goto kaal rate, shoar age amar paa lege gechilo diary'r boshta te, ami koekta diary bar kore rekhe, ekta diary porechilam, baki aro 3 te diary, dekhini, tai bhablam, oi 3 te ektu ulte palte dekhi, Maa ar ki ki koreche. Ekta diary tule dekhlam, besh kichu page chera, front page + aro 10-15 pages ripped. Tarpor entry date dekhlam, 28/08/2019, Maa likhchen; "Aaj puro 2 mash holo, Raju'r Baba amake chere chole gache, manush take ami ekhono bhalobashi, kintu seshe'r 12-15 bochor, uni kemon nirosh hoye gelen, keno emon holo. Age raat'e ontono amake joriye ghumaten, kintu goto 12-15 bochor, uni kemon jeno amar theke dure shore jete shuru korlen, onek bar jiggesh korechilam, kintu kichu boleni kono din. Khali bolten, ekhon to Bhagoban'er kache jaowar shomai hoye gache. Amio to manush, amar itcher ki kono dam nei. Biye'r por thekei, shosur shashuri, tarpor chele meye manush kora, ami to shobar itche puron korechi, keu to kono din amar itche'r kotha janteo chailo na. Raju ta ektu beshi bhalobashe amake choto bela thekei, Or Baba amake bokle, ba kono shomai daant mukh khichiye kotha bolle, Raju ta boddo rege jeto Or Baba'r upor, boka chele ta amar, ek bar 3 mash or Baba'r sathe kotha boleni, karon Or Baba amake tar bondhu der samne daant mukh khichiye ekta baje kotha bolechilo. Amio khub koshto peyechilam, Raju'r Baba'r shob bondhu ra bochor'e 4-5 bar picnic ba get together korten, amadero full family invite korten. Prothom prothom amra shobai jetam, tarpor aste aste Or Baba amake bolte shuru korlo, je ami naki bhalo kore shaji na, tai amar jaowar dorkar nei. Or bondhu der bou'ra shundor kore presentable hoye jai, ami beshi goyna portam na, ba makeup kortam na, tai amake bhalo lagto na. Besh onek bar amake ei shob bolate, ami ek bar dukho kore Raju ke bole chilam, Chele amake bolechilo je, 'Maa tumi shobar theke shundor, shobar theke, tomar makeup ki hobe, jader dekhte bhalo na, make up tader jonno'. Emni te Raju'r Baba amar shob daito puron korechen, kono khamti rakheni. Kintu Oi ami get together gulo te jaowa bondho kore dilam, tarpor theke Raju'o chere dilo. Cheleta ar karor bari jeto na, tarpor theke, ekhono jai na. Boddo abhimani Raju ta, ek bar kharap lagle ar se rastai jabe na. Ar jeta bolbe, seta korei charbe. Sei Chele ekhon amar kachei thake, shob job tob chere, bari chole esheche, bhaloi hoyeche, amaro ar bhalo lagto na, ekta martro chele, barir baire thakbe keno, kintu or career'er kotha bhebe ami ar kichu bolini. Jodio Chele'r ekhon biyer boyosh hoye gache, majhe majhe or ghore knock na kore dhuke porle, nijer-i kemon lojja lage. Ar shokal belai chade othar shomai or ghore'r janla diye dekhechi onek bar, biye hole, bouma khub shukhi hobe amar. Kintu Raju ta boddo introvert hoye gache, barir baire kothau jai na, na berole, aaj kaal kar chele meye der sathe mishbe ki kore. Ke jane kobe chele ta biye korbe. Or Baba'r kaje'r shomai, Raju ta sudhu dhoti ar sada haat kata genji pore thakto, kintu dhoti ta theek kore porte parto na, lungi'r moton kore porto, ar majhe majhei or paa'er fank diye fule beriye porto or oita boro hoye. Hoito amake dekhei orokom hoto or, ami to bhalo kore saree blouse porte partam na, ei barir niyom moton sudhu ekta saree gaye joriye rakhtam, blouse ar saya to baron chilo. Janowar Avi tar nojor tokhon o amar upor chilo. O je majhe majhei amake oi video gulo dekhiye bhoi dekhai ar taka ba jinish nei, seta ei bar amake bondho korte hobe. Tai jonnoi ami aro beshi kore ashram'e jaowa shuru korechi. Avi amake bhalobashe ni kono din-i, tobe Guruji kintu amake bhalobasha'r kono protishruti dei ni ar tar dabi'o koren na. Ar ekhon ami shoptahe 3 din jachi ashram'e, tai sei din gulo Avi amake pai na. Ar baki din gulo te kokhono kokhono korte di oke, hoito shoptahe 2-3 bar, tar beshi na. Ar Raju'r bhoye, Avi amake beshi khun kore na barite, ar aaj kal ami ar morning walk, ba evening walk'eo jai na ar. Ei bhabei aste aste Avi ke shorate hobe amar jibon theke, 9 ta bochor noshto koreche O amar, amio bhul korechi Or kotha shune, kintu ar na. Guruji roj roj eki kotha bole, Avi bhalo na, Sudha bhalo na, ora du jon amar ar Raju'r boro khoti kore debe, kintu ami ki kore atkabo Avi ke. Kichu bollei, oi shob video'r bhoi dekhai. Ar aaj kal Sudha'o boddo nongra kotha bolte shuru koreche. Raju'r Baba mara jaowar pot thekei, dui Maa Chele, amar sathe aro baje bebohar korte shuru koreche. Tobe Sudha amar Raju ke ontoto kharap kichu bole na, ar Avi keo bolte dei na. Jodio age ami bhabtam, je Sudha hoito Raju ke cheler moton bhalo bashe, kintu keno jani amar ar sei kotha mone hoi na. Raju'r Baba'r kaje'r shomai Raju sada under pant chara, sudhu dhoti pore thakto, tao lungi'r moton kore, tai majhe majhei or oi ta baire beriye porto ba dekha jeto. Kintu ekdin shokale, Sudha eshe, amake haate haate kaaj kore deowar jonno eshe, bollo je o Raju ke deke tule niche niye asbe, amio shai dilam, barite tokhon o onek lok chilo, amar dui bhai ar tader boura, aro relatives ra, tai ami ar beshi kichu bhabi ni, ar sotti to Raju tokhono othe ni, oto lok jon ki bolbe tai amio Sudha ke bollam opore jete. Kintu prai 10 minute hoye gelo du jone'r keu niche ashlo na. Ami shobai ke cha diye, Upore gelam, giye dekhi Raju'r ghorer dorja'r shamne Sudha dariye ache, ar ek drishti te kichu ekta dekhche. Ami aste kore or pichone'e eshe dekhlam, Raju dorja'r dike pash fire, matite ghumache, ar or dhoti ta komore ekta git mere bandha, kintu baki ta puro fank hoye fan'er haowa te urche. Or kolbhag ta kaalo chule bhora, ar or bara ta besh mota at lomba, jodio puro shokto hoye nei, tao Avi'r theke ek chul choto hobe, tobe Avi'r 3 te bara'r shoman mota to botei. Dekhe amar nijer-i kemon hochilo, kintu Sudha amar chele ke oi obosthai keno dekche eto khun dhore, seta bhebe amar prochondo raag hocchilo. Ami or kandhe haat diye, tene oke shoriye dorja theke dure ene jiggesh kore chilam je O okhane keno dariye ache, dake ni keno Raju ke. O tate amake nirlojjer moton bolechilo, 'Didi, Raju'r bara ta dekhle, jar samne pichone dhukbe, shob fatiye ekebare mukh diye beriye asbe, ki mota na', ami oke okhanei ekta thaash kore chor mere chilam. Nichu jaat'er meye der theke er theke beshi kichu asha kora jai na. Oke ami niche chole jete boltei, o amake bolechilo, 'eta kintu tumi bhalo korle na Didi, Raju tomar chele holeo, amake beshi bhalo bashe, ar beshi din na, dekho na Avi tomar ki oboshta kore. Tarpor Raju sudhu amar. Tomar ar kichu thakbe na', ami kotha ta sune oke arek ta gaale chor mere, bari theke chole jete bolechilam. Bole kina amar chele ke amar theke kere nebe, nongra choto lok meye. Raju amar, sudhu amar. Raju naki oke beshi bhalo bashe. Sudhu ami jani Raju amake koto ta bhalo bashe. Amar jonno cheleta onek kore, onek, sudhu amake bhalo rakhbe bole, sobar sathe lorte pare O. Ar Avi, oi Avi keo amar Raju'i ek din shahestha korbe. Ami mithe bolbo na, amar o kemon lagchilo, Raju ke oi bhabe dekhte, jodio amake Raju ke ageo onek bar hosthomaithun korte dekhechi lam, tobe eto ta kach theke, or oi ta dekhi na puro. Guruji jodio ki shob bolechilo, Raju'r biye niye, amar puro ta mone porche na ekhon. Goto kaal ashram theke firte prai 8:30pm hoye gechilo, Guruji goto kaal sara din'e 4 theke 5 bar korechilo, seshe to pichon ta fulei gelo, Rohini porishkar kore, cream lagiye nije ashram'er garite tule dilo. Tobe Rohini ekhon ager theke bhalo mota hoyeche, Guruji'r khub sheba korche mone hoi. Ar oi Guruji, eto boyosh hoye gelo, ekhono ki bhabe eto korte pare, bujhi na, beshi khun dhore rakhte pare na, tobu dariye jai ekhono onar ta. Kaal to 1.5 - 2 hrs chara chara du tin bar korlo, samne. 3 no. bar to kichutei darachilo na onar ta, tobe 4 no. bar pichone korar shomai to bhalo shokto chilo, kono oshudh kheye chilo mone hoi, na hole ei boyosh'e eto ta ki kore ko-re. Goto kaal barite eshe dekhlam Raju dinner baniye feleche, sudhu roti ta bele ni, aata mekhe ready kore rekhechilo, ami taratari kore change kore eshe , roti gulo bele, tarpor baniye nilam. Goto kaal raat'e Avi jodio onek bar call korechilo, ami receive korini. Ami or motlob jantam, ar ami khub tired chilam kaal. Aaj Raju beriye chilo din'er belai, ami bolechilam je taratari firte, kintu O to sei Muchisha te gechilo tai deri hobe bole gelo. Ami bhebe chilam, aaj to week days tai Avi office'e ache, ar hoito aaj jalabe na, ar raate jodi abar call kore, tahole abar call receive korbo na. Ar kaal to abar shokale ashram'e jabo. Kintu prai 5:45pm e Avi hotat amar barite eshe hajir, office'er jama kapor porei eshechilo, tar mane Sudha nirghat phone kore oke bolechilo, je Raju bari nei. Tai mone hoi Avi taratari eshechilo, main door khulei amake dakchilo Avi. Ami tokhon sondhe dichilam, tobe Avi'r gola peye, oke okhanei darate bole, sondher pujo ta sesh korchi, nichu hoye matha ta thekiye pronam korchi, je rokom roj kori, ar bas, pichon theke saree ta tule, shoja sukhno bara ta ek dhakai dhukiye dilo amar pod'e. Ami thakur ghore, oi bhabe, ki nongra chele Avi ta, joto din jache, aro nongrami korche. Oke koto bar bolechi amake thakur ghore jeno ei rokom bhabe gaye na haat dei. Amake pichon theke japte dhore, tene tule, pichon'e chepe dhukiye, aste aste kore amar ghore niye gelo. Ami koto kore bollam, amar pod'e betha ache, ami ar or sathe korte chai na. Kintu Avi amake amar bichanai upur kore thele, dar koriye dilo, tokhono amar pichone bhore rekhechilo or bara ta. Amar gaye sudhu saree chilo, jehetu ami sondhe dichilam, sondher pujo'r shomai ami sudhu saree pori roj, blouse ar saya ta pori na. Avi amar saree ta pacha'r theke upore tule, ekebare dud'er kanjer kache ene atke fello. Ar nije amar pod'e bara guje, bichanai uthe, amar pither du pashe duto paa diye, amar pacha'r upor boshe porlo, ghar ta ghuriye dekhlam, pant ta khule esheche, tobe shirt ar tie ta pore ache. Amar mukher dike takiye bollo, 'sali ashram'er oi buro tar kache pod khulcho, ar ami call korle dhorte problem hoi tomar, sali tin din chudi ni tomai, aaj tomar pod'er gu na bar kore ami jabo na magi', bole amar kandhe duto haat diye, nijer komor tule oth bosh korte thaklo amar pachai. Ami koto kore bollam oke, kintu charlo na amake. Amar pod'er betha ta kome gechilo, tao rectum'er jaiga ta halka betha chilo, jodio, ekhon prai din, Guruji'r bara pod'e neowar por theke, amar Avi'r shoru bara nite oshubidha hoi na. Kintu ami Avi'r theke dure thakte chai, kintu Avi amake chare na. Amake 4-5 minute oi bhabei thapiye gelo, ar ami bethai chechiye gelam. Hotat barir calling bell ta bajlo, bell ta je bhabe bajalo, oi ta Raju'r tone. Raju oi rokom tone kore bell bajai. Avi bujhte perei, jhop kore amar pod theke bara ta bar korei, ek doure giye dining'e nijer pant ta porte gelo. Amio ekta blouse pore, nijer saree ta theek kore, dining e giye Avi ke bollam, ekhuni jeno bari jai. Kintu Avi bollo, je raate naki o shob ta ushul korbe. Ami nijer mukhta ar chokh ta punche, main door ta khulte dekhi Raju esheche, ar Avi ke dekhei rege giye oke du charte kotha shuniye dilo, Avi nijer bari gelo. Dinner korar pore abar Avi'r whatsapp elo, oke naki raate korte ditei hobe nahole O oi video gulo internet'e chere debe. Ami je ki korbo, prai din'i amake bhoi dekhiye oi shob kore. Amar ar bhalo lagchilo na. Sei shuru te 3-4 bochor amake ektu bhalo kore korto, tarpor thekei ei bhabe video baniye bhoi dekhano shuru korlo amake. Raju ke ki bolbo, na na, Raju ei shob jante parle amake chere chole jabe, amar mukh o dekhbe na kono din. Raju nijer ghore jaowar pore, ami main door ta unlock kore Avi ke aste bollam. Avi ekta bermuda pore elo, ghore dhukei, main door ta bondho kore, okhanei amar nighty ta kholar jonno paglami korchilo. Onek bujhiye oke ghore niye eshe dorja bondho kore, tarpor oke korte dilam badho hoye. Amake puro langto kore, amake bichanar kanai paa fank kore, paikhana korar moton kore boshte bollo, ami o tai korlam, boshar shonge shonge, Avi amar pichone eshe, du haat diye amar pacha fank kore tene dhore, amar pod'e nijer bara ta dhukiye dilo, ek barei. Tarpor amar dud duto pichon theke chepe dhore, amar pod ta thapate thaklo. Oi bhabe ami beshi khun thakte na pere, samne jhuke nijer haat'er upor bhor kore boshlam, Avi amar dud duto chere diye, ek haat diye amar baa kandh ta dhore, ar ek haat diye amar komorer maduli tabiz chepe dhore, 4 minute moton thapalo. Ami bethai, ar sukhe, eksathe chitkar kore gelam, kintu Avi thapano bondho korlo na. Er modhe amar ek bar rosh beriye gache, tobe oi bhabe boshe thakai, bichanai na pore, niche matite poreche mone hoi. Avi hotat kore thapano bondho kore amake bollo, 'magi bathroom'e chol, na hole bichana ta nongra hobe ekhuni', ami bhablam, oi hoito eibar maal charbe, ar amar paikhana berobe bole hoito bolche bathroom'e jete. Ami o or kotha shune aste kore pichon hoye neme, doure bathroom'e dhuklam, bara ta pod theke bar hote, sotti ekta paikhana'r moton gondho berolo. Avi bathroom'e elo amar pichon pichon, ar dhukei, bathroom'er dorja ta bondho kore dilo, jodio er age bohu bar bathroom'er dorja bondho koreo koreche amake. Dorja bhitor theke bondho kore, amake gal diye bollo, 'khanki hamaguri de, toke kutti chota debo ekhon, taratari kor na magi', bole amake bathroom'er mejhe te hamaguri dewalo. Tarpor amar pichone uthe, pod'e nijer bara ta dhukiye, samne jhuke amar dud duto ektu chotke, bonta duto tante tante, chor chor kore amar pod'er modhe mute dilo, ami prothome na bujhleo, oto gorom gorom jol pod'er bhitor portei bujhe gechilam, o amar sathe abar nongrami korche, ami baron korlam, Avi ke je o bathroom'e mute tarpor nahoi amake koruk, kintu O amar modhei shob ta mute, tar por abar amar dud tipte tipte, aste aste kore thapate shuru korlo. Ami bujhte parchilam je amar pod theke, olpo olpo kore Avi'r mut ta goriye goriye porchilo or thapano te. Avi ei bar amar chuler khopa ta pichon theke tene dhore, gatiye gatiye amake chude gelo. Ami jore chechateo parchilam na, karon Bathroom'er janla ta khola chilo, chechale aowaj baire shona jeto. Avi prai 5 minute amake oi bhabe, jore jore thapiye gelo, ar protita thape, or mut chitke chitke berochilo amar pod theke, ami bujhte parchilam. Ei rokom nongrami age amar sathe o koreni, mut gulo chitke chitke edik odik lagchilo, ami ar beshi khun dhore rakhte parlam na nije ke, Avi ke bollam je amar rosh berobe, O bollo, or o berobe, bole amar pithe ekta haat dite dole, ar ekta haat diye komorer maduli tabiz ar chain dhore tene, duto thap dilo bibhotsho jore, ar nijer gorom gorom maal tao dehele dilo amar pod'e, amio or sathei komor nariye amar rosh ta chere dilam. Amar haatu betha korchilo, bathroom'er floor'e oi bhabe theke, oto jore thap khete. Avi amar pithe haat diye amar gham gulo tene shoriye, amar upor theke uthlo, ar pok kore nijer bara ta tene bar kortei, ekta jore gas berolo amar pod theke, ar finki diye, fowara'r moton chitke Avi'r mut ta amar pod theke berote shuru korlo, Avi chechiye bollo, 'magi re bathroom'er deowal ta bhejachish tui, pacha ta chap, na hole gu tao ekhanei beriye jabe', bole o nije du haat diye amar pacha duto chepe dhorlo, amar sotti tokhon kono rectum'e control chilo na. Avi oi bhabe dhorai ami ektu beke uthe dariye, beke beke, paa chepe chepe, oi bhabei comode giye boshtei, abar por por kore onek ta mut berolo ar tarpor olpo olpo ektu paikhana holo amar. Avi hand shower diye nijer bara ta dhuye, amake bollo, je main door ta jeno ami pore bhitor theke bondho kore di, bole chole gelo bermuda ta pore. Ami nijer oboshta dekhe kende fellam, amake ki baniye diyeche chele ta, amar nijer chele upore ghumache, ar amake ei bhabe chude chole gelo Avi. Ami obhishap dilam oke, Or bhalo hobe na konodin. Amake blackmail kore bhoi dekhiye ei bhabe nongra kora, ar beshi din na. Ami kende kende, aste aste comod theke uthe nije ke bhalo kore dhuye, tarpor puro bathroom ta oi raat'e dhulam, dewal gulo jol diye, tarpor phenyle dilam, tarpor towel diye gaa haath muche, nighty pore, main door ta lock kore, tarpor diary ta likhte boshlam. Ami sotti ar ei nongrami chai na amar jibone. Amar ar bhalo lagche na. Ami shute jachi". Bapre, tar mane Maa ke ei bhabe din'e din'e blackmail kore nongrami korto Avi ta. Jodio, ete Maa'er o dosh ache, shuru theke Avi ke ei shob nongrami korte allow koreche, ar ekhon postache. Tobe beshi din ar nei, suor take boli hote hobe ar kichu ghonta'r modhei. Khub jore toilet peye chilo, bathroom theke eshe dekhi, prai 4:30pm. Ami ar time waste na kore, taratari ready hoye, amar rain proof jacket ar trousers pore, bag ta nite giye kheyal korlam, je ami age bag ta pore tarpor jacket ta porini, tai abar rain proof jacket ta khule, tar por bag ta porar age amar phone ta ekta zip lock bag'e niye, setao amar bag'e dhokalam, tarpor bag ta pore, abar rain proof jacket ta pore, mathai hood ta lagiye, tar upor mask ar buff ta pore, helmet ta pore, eke bare chemical warfare'e jaowa foot soldier'er moton hazmat suit porechi, serokom feel elo. Jai hok, table theke, taka gulo niye, ekta zip lock packet'e niye, rain proof trouser'er pocket'e dhukiye niye, shoja garage'e gelam, ar bike ta niye beronor shomai, ek bar moneholo je Kaki ke bole jai, tarpor bhablam, oder nije der kono chinta bhabna nei, ami bekar oder kotha bhebe morchi keno, hospital'e je lokta ache, take ki bhabe bachano jai, seta bhabte hobe age. Baire brishti ta kintu thameni, tobe ektu komeche. Garage'er beronor mukhta olpo ektu jol jomeche. Ami garage ta baire theke lock kore, tarpor bike ta chaliye brishtir modhei beriye porlam hospital'er udeshe.